People reflect and get emotional in the night.

Maybe it's time to stop awhile to look back and think a bit. Many things had been happening for the past few weeks. School started 6weeks ago. But what have I achieved till now? Hmmm. It's a high time to start work girl. As much as you want to bring joy to everyone, you need to start getting yourself fixed first. You have a week to do and prove it to yourself, and I know I can do it. Just please be on task. Before you want to do anything further, please please fulfill your duty as a student first.

Talking about this, I think I should move back home... As badly as I want to ignore this fact, I think I'm really imposing on Ella. Hmm. This is far more than accommodating ba. It is not like an exchange; last year we helped her, so she has the obligation. It is not like that. I mean, this should be the last thing friends are for right? (: I would not want the day to come where she has to tell us this in face. A great time for recess week (:

Anyway, I am really happy I made up with Tiwi. I must admit, when Ella was making her point, I do feel annoyed and reluctance to listen. But, ultimately, there is a possibility of truth and definitely her freedom to feel so right? As for myself, what matters ultimately is what I feel ba (: So, it's a high time to go home girl (: back to FOOT Comm the family ((:

I am in no position to make any judgement of anyone, but I am the best person to make myself happier (: If BingQiang could step out of his comfort zone to hang around all the maincommers just for us, why can't I just overcome my own thoughts? You're a brave girl, you can! (:

Take things slow and steady girl. Everything will fall in place so nicely you couldn't believe it. Just be patient and determined.

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